Monday, January 17, 2011

T2 B17 PIANO exaM!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow there is a piano exam!!!!!! oh noes!!!!  I dont like going to piano exams. cuz even if i perfect the pieces at home my fingers freeze  and turn cold of nervousness and i mess up big time and get a really low pass mark.... what to do????? oh noes!!! super nervous... only if i had more time and only uf i had a few strangers listen to me play while staring at me so i get used to the not very comfortable stare of the examiner... oh the horror/........ maybe i should wear gloves... ? nooooooo at least i get to wear comfortable clothes............... i feel soooooooo bad right now... it feels like there are butterflies in my rib cage/..... i feel sort of like how you feel when you are worried about how you are going to get to a new house when you move. or when u suddenly get thrown into an unfamiliar society.,.., i feel soooooo nervous.... !!! worried... D: hopefully i do well and get a pretty high mark... but i dont know if i will. i did practice a lot though.... WORRIED!!!!! sniff sniff.. i think i need to watch a drama to cheer me up.... but i dont know if my mom will allow me... D:

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